DELHI,
March 9, 1936
MY DEAR JAWAHARLAL,
So you return leaving Kamala for
ever in Europe. And yet her spirit was never out of India and will always be
your precious treasure as it will be of many of us. I shall never forget the
final talk that wetted our four eyes. Heavy responsibility awaits you here. It
is laid on you because you are well able to bear it. I dare not come to you, as
I would have if my body had regained its original elasticity. There is nothing organically wrong with me. The body
has even gained in weight. But it has lost the vitality it seemed to have only
three months ago.
Strange to say, I never felt any
illness. And yet the body had become weak and the instrument registered high
blood-pressure. I have to be careful. I am in Delhi to rest for a few days. If
your original plan had been carried out I would have remained in Wardha for our
meeting. It would have been quieter there for you. But if it is the same thing
to you, we may meet in Delhi where I should be till 23rd instant at least. But
if you prefer Wardha I can return there earlier. If you come to Delhi, you could
stay with me in the Harijan quarters newly built in Kingsway—quite a good place.
You will tell me, when you can, the date of our meeting. Rajendra Babu and
Jamnalalji are or will be with you. Vallabhbhai also would have been but we all
thought it would be better if he stayed away. The other two have gone there not
for political discussion but for condolence. The political discussion will take
place when we have all met and when you have finished domestic work.
I hope Indu bore well the grief of
Kamala’s death and the almost immediate separation from you. What is her
address?
May everything be well with you.
Love.
B