[The
eldest son of Gandhiji and Kasturba, publicly announced his
conversion to Islam . Kasturba was deeply anguished . She wrote
a touching letter to Harilal on 27th September,
1936. Here are the excerpts of the letter, written by Kasturba.]
“Every morning, I
rise with a shudder to think what fresh news of disgrace the
newspapers will bring. I sometimes wonder where you are, where
you sleep and what you eat. Perhaps, you take forbidden food.
That and other similar thoughts give me sleepless nights. I
often feel like meeting you. But I do not know where to find
you.
I do not know why
you changed your ancient religion. That is your affair. But I
hear that you go about asking innocent and ignorant people to
follow your example. Why will you not realize your limitations?
What do you know about religion? What judgment can you exercise
in your mental condition? People are liable to be led away by
the fact you are your father’s son. You are not fit to preach
religion. In time to come if you go on like this you will be
shunned by all alike. I beseech you to pause and consider and
turn back from your folly.
I did not like your
conversion, but when I saw your statement that you had decided
to improve yourself, I felt secretly glad even about conversion,
hoping that you would start leading a sober life. But that hope
too is dashed to pieces.”